Paul was transferred from intensive card and everything was looking up his first day was fine he managed to get up and walk with the physio and they had a pedal for him to use when he was sat in his chair and he managed that.
So next morning I got a call to go over and he didn't look well at all so they said he's being transferred back to intensive care his kidney function is down and they are going to put him back on dialysis. So I went over with them and he just looked awful so I was sent to the relatives room while they were putting him back on the machine and chatting to another woman about her husband and then more relatives came in..and one said Oh we've been sent in here there is an emergency and the crash team are working on someone...and I thought oh what a shame because a lovely Irishman had died the previous day 😞 little did I know until the Doctor came and asked to speak to me that it was Paul that was the 'emergency' his heart had stopped and he had been rushed back into theatre. I was totally numb ..couldn't speak and just sobbed. Anyway they found that he had 3 litres of blood that had leaked around his heart and it was compressing it so the poor thing has had his chest opened 3 times in total..so my family came to be with me while we waited for him to come back from theatre and now he is back on all the machines he was on when they first operated and back on the ventilator. So god willing this is his road to recovery because I don't think I have anymore tears left to cry and you feel so helpless but I know he's in the best place.
I hope you are all well and thanks for your comments...lots of love and huggles Sue xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx